that fact is,
you don’t know me so well,
and i shouldn’t be hurt by your lack of knowledge of whether i prefer purple or blue,
but i can’t help but be disappointed in you.
and at the same time, it’s my fault too,
i kept to myself because you wouldn’t include,
me in the world you shared with
i get that time has been lost and neglected and laid aside,
but i think it’s time that we’ve tried,
to get to know one another.
“i surrender these parts of me that have been shut up in my spine. causing paralysis of the heart and the shutting down of my mind.
i lay down the pieces that have created some distance between you and i. they’ve separated us as far as the ground and the sky.
i’ve cradled these parts in the folds of my arms, they’ve cut into my flesh, they’ve sent out alarms. yet i kept still, for their sake, not mine. hoping that the hurt would be kept quiet by crying.”
this was a draft from my collection from 3 months ago. go read “Unbelievable”from here, listen to the ringing of the bells and whistles of happiness. it’s truly crazy, the change. thank you Jesus ❤
how much i have changed.
my covers are clean and sparkle
under the bright lights shining down on me.
and i smile when i go off to sleep
because i know in the morning who i will meet,
so i grab hold of life and air
and roll off the bed with effortless grace.
so much grace,
draped down on me but held light and tender on my shoulders.
what was dirty
is now white as snow.
white as snow.
nowhere to hide because daybreak is no longer a curtain
and there is no theater or seats or dreadful laughter.
night is light and no longer is there a struggle with
hands to my throat
and grave whispers in my ear.
it is unbelievable
how i have changed,
those voices have come to adore me.
You have seen this flesh through.
When it consumed me,
When it bled alongside you on the cross,
In your arms, I was wrapped,
Tucked away until I was complete,
And plucked from the edge of
I almost plummeted but,
You gave me wings,
So now I soar and I’m whole,
And it’s just because of you,